We didn’t fully understand the reason our fathers were fighting. We only understood that they had to fight. The necessity of it made the reason irrelevant. ‘It’s all part of the game,’ my grandfather said. ‘It’s just the way it is.” We could only cross our fingers and wish on stars and hit refresh, refresh, hoping they would return to us.
The war in Iraq empties the small town of Tumalo, Oregon of me—of fathers—leaving their sons to fight amongst themselves. The boys, alone at home and desperate for contact, click refresh to see if an email might have just come through.
In striking, muscular prose, these stories deal with the pressures of manhood. A young man lays a trap and confronts a huge bear that has already mutilated two teenage girls; a man returns to the Pacific Northwest after a nuclear meltdown in 2010; a couple explores a deep and dangerous underground cave.